I was a disturbed pastor. Meaning… I constantly struggled with my calling and vocation, as well as with the Church and its theology. For 30 years!
Now that I’m free of it, I have no regrets. The fight was worth it. I’ve not only learned from it, but grew from it. I do not reject it. I see now it is all subsumed into who I am.
And I’m grateful.
I have news! I’m going to be launching, by the end of this month, a course and community for pastors struggling with the ministry, leaving the ministry, or having left the ministry. You can check out what I’ve done so far with it HERE.