Posts Tagged ‘list’

random list and art

January 25, 2010  |  humour, thought  |  13 Comments  | 
  1. I have several original 2009 paintings on sale. Want them gone. 50% off!
  2. Makoto Fujimura inspires me.
  3. People can’t resist delicious rumors. I hear delicious rumors about me almost daily.
  4. I’ve become a Cormac McCarthy fan.
  5. Started writing music again.
  6. Why do so many people want to see me and my church fail?
  7. René Girard is important.
  8. Received lots of flack last year for nakedpastor and got intimidated. Not again.
  9. I love chorale music, especially from Russia and Estonia.
  10. The z-theory (type it in my search box) continues to draw attention.

This is one of my paintings for sale, “Birch Row with Stars” (watercolor on Arches 140lb cp., approximately 10″x22″ (25cm x 55cm). I’ll sell it for $80 USD.

Contributions to nakedpastor are greatly appreciated.

pastor blogger list

January 13, 2010  |  thought  |  20 Comments  | 

So Online Christian Colleges informed me today that I made it on their top 55 pastor bloggers list. Funny that I should get this during a time I am really struggling with the issue of whether a pastor can really blog honestly or not. Is it even possible? Is it possible for a pastor of a church normally recognized as somewhat orthodox to honestly and openly put his thoughts out there for public viewing, including his or her congregation’s? I’m beginning to wonder.

Contributions to nakedpastor are greatly appreciated.

10 Risks of Exploration

January 12, 2010  |  thought  |  13 Comments  | 

I thought I would post a short list of what I consider are dangers to any exploration, including intellectual, philosophical, pastoral or theological. Even though I am exploring theology and pastoral ministry from the comfort and security of my chair in front of my computer in a warm study, there are still serious issues to consider. Although I have had people laugh in my face when I’ve found inspiration in explorers like J. Michael Fay, Ernest Shackleton, and David Thompson, I continue to look to these courageous people for encouragement to continue in my search. There are many others that inspire me from the comfort of their study rooms, like David Bohm, Thomas Merton, Calvin, Krishnamurti, Einstein. Understand, I do not compare myself to these magnificent people. But they are allowed to inspire me to explore the frontier before me as a pastor. So, even though I experience no threat to life and limb, I want to list out a few of the risks involved when one decides to search for, explore and walk their own path. Again, these are generalizations and aren’t always applicable to every explorative endeavor:

  1. The more incredible the exploration, the more difficult to get funding.
  2. You will leave friends and family behind.
  3. People will ridicule you.
  4. Your team will struggle, suffer and sometimes surrender. Some will return to base.
  5. Supplies and resources will diminish the further and longer you journey from base.
  6. There will be no maps to guide you. You create them.
  7. Endorsements will drop the longer the exploration takes.
  8. Disillusioned by the culture you left, you run the risk of “going native“.
  9. Inner doubts and fears will sometimes become overwhelming.
  10. Your discoveries, even if important, may not be well received right away, if ever.

Contributions to nakedpastor are greatly appreciated.

10 Things A Friend’s Death Taught Me

February 7, 2007  |  thought  |  15 Comments  | 

merida_02.jpgI wrote these 10 points for myself, and thought I would share them with you today. Our friend Nato took his own life just weeks ago, and he’s left behind not only some precious memories, but some pretty serious thinking as well. So, although these are for me, listen in if you want:

  1. LISTEN: People aren’t necessarily fine. Just because someone looks and seems fine, it doesn’t mean they are. I’ve dealt with several suicides before. All of them are a shock, but some more than others. I’ve heard a statistic that about 80% reveal signs beforehand that suicide is an option. The other 20% are a complete shock to everyone, even those closest to them. I’ve learned over the years that people aren’t what they seem. I’ve learned not to be impressed with the persona that’s put out there. I always try to assume that people are wrestling with fundamental issues and many are carrying a great deal of pain. Hear what they are saying, how they are saying it, body language, anything! Underneath the calm can be a great deal of turbulence.
  2. LEAN: Find someone to lean on. Learn how to express what you are going through. Find someone who can listen to your deepest fears and most intense pain. Learn to not be ashamed of yourself and trust someone with your truest self. If you start thinking life isn’t worth living, immediately realize it is a lie. If you start thinking of suicide, for God’s sake, tell someone! If someone asks you if you are, be honest and tell the truth. Life is worth living! Don’t believe the lie. There is help out there! Try talking. Read More

Contributions to nakedpastor are greatly appreciated.